Week 5.4

I should really title today's post "WEAK 5.4".

I gained an effing pound for the weigh-in.
Yesterday, I was up another pound.
And this morning - I'm up THREE MORE?
What is going on? I don't think I could gain 3 pounds overnight if I tried (at least it would be fun).

I really don't understand what is going on. This is not the "plateau" - this is something else - and I don't know what to do. I can't just give up - because I'll end up looking like the photo in my 1st post, then divorced and will die with only cats loving me. Seriously - this is really depressing and I don't know what to do, other than starving for the next days until it comes off. This sucks and it makes me want to eat. Nice, vicious cycle, huh? Blah